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Somehow I still feel uncomfortable hearing the name. :(

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Thursday, November 19, 2009

Life.

Every morning I woke up, I thought to myself. Why this why that? Why am I here in this world, why am I always waiting, why am I always regretting only after I have done it? Then when I asked people, they will say:"Its like that, the world is never fair." And I will ask again, but WHY? And they will just say:"Oh well, this is life. Just face it." Ok.

So, I think again. Hmm, I think I just have to be selfish. And I must think carefully before I decide on anything? haha. Eg. Fit Fit is good, but I just regretted getting it. Many more lah ah. HAHA! :S Ah, who cares about you Cerise. LOL! Anyhow.

This is life, the world is never fair.

Its all about me now! Treat yourself better. :P

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Saturday, November 14, 2009

1st priority

Suddenly, I feel like talking to this little space of mine. :)

525600 mins ago.

I have been reflecting for the past few days. I wondered how much I have changed since then. I guess finally I am awake now. But still I regret doing certain things esp asking you to come over, thats the worst mistake I made. Its the worst nightmare, its just like a phobia to me now. You can't blame me for this. Oh well, whatever it is nothing can turn back time to the day I want. So, I shall be the Cerise whom everyone missed so much. :D

I shall not look back, but its something I will never forget in my life. One day, I will let you all know how it feels. Side track a bit, I can see that Daddy is trying to change himself too. :)



P.s.: I just hate that few letters.

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Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Dusty dusty!

It has been a million years since I blog here!

Many to updates but I think I will just skip it. Anyway, many would think that this blog is dead, guess no one is reading now except for me! LOL. Hmm, how's life? Oh well, there is one thing I should say. I surrender to life. I am waving my little white flag over here.

Keep it short.

Goodnight world!

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Wednesday, August 19, 2009

After so long..

Ruyu asked me to blog! So I will blog! HAHA!

Hmm, met up with my Secondary school darlings yesterday. It has been a million years since I last joined them in gathering.

When I first saw them yesterday, it feels so comfortable. I couldn't stop talking and telling lame jokes la. Don't know what went into me also. HAHA! Everyone shared about their life now. And we really have a lot to say, chit chatting session all the way until 1.30am. Omg! Acutally some of us just wanna stay there to talk, if not for school. I think I would stayed longer.

Next up: Marina barrage Kite flying. HAHA! Oh ya, Kim also wanna go kite flying at Marina. Why ah? trend huh?Anyway, I gonna be very busy during holidays! Woohoo!

Oh well, I gonna stop. byebye!

Wrong choices I made.

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Tuesday, August 11, 2009

Nong nong ago.

Hello!

I am here to tidy tidy abit. HAHA!
I am back at school after my "H1N1" fever ah. Mr Ng seems scared of me. Well, shall I take another week of MC? I will be glad! MP finishing soon, Weee~!

I am still staring at the codes helplessly. TLS where are you?

Alright, byebye!

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Monday, July 6, 2009

9.9 Omg!

9.9!

I know what I wanna blog just now, but once I sat down on the chair. I forgot everything I wanna say. HAHA! Its just like a bucket full of water, and its overflowing! Tell me what to blog lah~! Neh neh de. Haiya! Nvm, lazy to blog already. -_-" Anyway, just a short summary.

Saturday night, I went to celebrate Nic's advance birthday after work. We all had fun playing games. :) Hope you enjoy your birthday :) Happy advance Birthday to you Nic!


Sunday I went to escape with a group of friends. Guess what? Our entrance fee only at $2.10!! Cheap cheap ah? HAHA! Thanks to a couple, they gave us 4 free tickets. Just our lucky day! :D
Good thing we have the free tickets, if not its really not worth the money. Escape really a disappointement but we still have fun! :)


Monday - Happy 9th :D


Anyway, I finally realised what is going on now. Hopefully its not too late, cause just like a fool? -_-" Seriously, now I know. But what to do? No wonder the others don't like. HAHA! Just disappointing.

I don't know what to blog more. Boring~ Bye!

Mooshi Posted @ 10:29   |   Trackbacks

Tuesday, June 30, 2009

Everything solved but there are still doubts.

Maureen is the BEST!!!!!!!! hahahah
I love maureeen!!!!!!!!!!!!! =))
love her deep deep muack muack! LOL
* She typed this herself and she can even spelled her name wrongly. LOL* -_-"

Maureen's joke!

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Anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAUREEN, DUMBO dumb dumb!!

Finally I have the mood to blog again. So many things happened during the month of JUNE. What the hell lah. Started the month really sad and end the month with a nightmare. Thank god everything is solved now. Really thank god. Now I hope for a better year(S) ahead. And I hope for the best for you too, my friend.

Suddenly, I don't know what to blog, I don't know what to say, I don't know I don't know. Wth? Lost of words.

Anyway I wanna post up pictures taken at Tat's place soon. Give me sometime to edit the photos . =)

Alamak argh, I know I have to bare the consequences for not listening. I don't know why am I feeling this way but it kinda suck? I am so bad, I know. I am sorry. My say is on Doris' tumblr I can't blog it out. Hais. BUT my point of view still stands. Wth lah ah, some people.

Have to go. Photos soon. =) byebye!

Running Cheetah

P.s.: Welcome all to read my blog, but please don't read already go out spout nonsense. Thanks.

Mooshi Posted @ 10:48   |   Trackbacks

Saturday, June 27, 2009

The hardest thing is to be happy when you are actually not. T.T

Hi,

I am happy that Fit Fit is back. =) But no more kit for Fit Fit liao. =(

This morning I woke up feeling really moody. Hais
Maureen was on mc, and I'm alone at the desk. I sat at my desk listening to my music, ignoring whats happening around me. Oh ya, and some people just don't understand "MC, don't ask. Thank you", still ask me why Maureen MC, I look like doctor meh? -_-

Anyway, I spent some quiet moment myself then manage to pick myself up join in the fun with my clique. However, behind all these laughter, deep down inside I know I'm still thinking, worrying and stressing. Everything so different now. I prayed hard. Please.

I hope for the best..Goodnight, byebye. =)
Take care ..

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Friday, June 26, 2009

So much to say, yet so limited ='(

Words can't explain how I felt now. Its really hard keeping inside, but I really have no choice. I prayed for the best and hoped for the best. Somehow, I have a lot of things I want to say. But I really don't know where and how to start. My mind is really in a mess now! I don't know how to fix it lah. I am so tired, mentally and physically.

Need some talk. But I think its best to keep it all to myself.

I just looked at you, I am happy enough. But still....

Every time you called, everything came crashing down again.
Take care outside.

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